Married and Well on My Way. . .
Now that I've been on my way with half of my schooling completed. My term of commitment up with Overland Missions. Just getting used to "married life." I've learned a terribly important lesson. That lesson is this: the more I find out, the more I realize I don't know. It's a mystery of life and that's the reason why we so desperately need God the father. He is the creator of all things, so to understand Him, is to understand the very essence of life.
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The past two years I haven't had to hold on to my faith half as hard as I have my love. My love for You. The cares of this world are real, I see them everyday and my flesh cries out. However the cry of my spirit is priority. I can't admit that I haven't let flesh take precedence though. Lately, I have had many temptations to forsake little things. I understand that if I forsake the small then I have forsaken the big. So I ask you father to help me not to forsake the small. May I, like the woman in Proverbs 31 wake up early and go to bed late. May I give my husband honer and glory. May I, be a woman who understands the DISCIPLINE of love.
God, make me a woman of prayer. Praying things into existence. But more importantly, make me a woman who seeks after you like Mary who wiped the feet of Christ with her hair. Please help me to break my worth at your feet everyday.
I desire to be that for you, for my family and for a lost and dying world. . .
Amen
